So I’ve come to the painful conclusion I hate my program and it’s making me definitely totally completely miserable. And I literally have no idea what to do with my life. And I just want to have it all figured out. And I feel like a failure..
What do you desire? What makes you itch? What sort of a situation would you like?
If you say that getting the money is the most important thing, you will spend your life completely wasting your time. You’ll be doing things you don’t like doing in order to go on living, that is to go on doing things you don’t like doing, which is stupid. Better to have a short life that is full of what you like doing than a long life spent in a miserable way.
…It’s absolutely stupid to spend your time doing things you don’t like, in order to go on spending things you don’t like, doing things you don’t like and to teach our children to follow in the same track.
It’s so important to consider this question,
What do I desire?
~ Alan Watts
I woke up today in the best mood just for it to dwindle down into the deep abyss. But that’s okay ‘Cause tomorrow’s always another day :-) I should never let people drag down my happiness and mood… but sometimes it’s hard to esp. when people bring up the past and your past mistakes. Tumblr Y U always there for me #moving on